Once again, the world collapsed on me. I asked God, "Why? Why do I always have to go through a harder life than others? I tithed, I gave my offerings faithfully." I really don't understand. I thought I could clear my debts by August. Apparently I can't now.

Mum lost her job about a month ago. I was thankful I got the tuition assignment. Now, it's bro's turn to lose his job. And I actually lost one tuition all of a sudden. Reason given was, they want me to focus on the daughter. I was really sad and disheartened. What did I do wrong? Are they not satisfied with my teaching? Am I not good enough? Nothing else was said except that the boy's new tutor is coming tomorrow and I don't have to teach him anymore. I feel so hurt! Their grandpa passed away yesterday and I couldn't probably ask the parents about such things at this moment. I can only pray and ask God for His comfort and direction.

God, I lift up all my family members into Your loving hands. All things work together for good for those who love You! For my sake, let things work for my family. I know You will never let me die in the wilderness if not, I would have died long ago. You are always on time. Show me Your faithfulness once again. I thank You, Lord and I pray all these in Jesus' name. Amen!